rest of my life......

Like a star that hands above me shining true.

Like a sea a pond me make me feel so new.

Mind is set up to the memories of you.

All the things will bring to me and you.

I wanna tell u that I, I just wanna hold you and I, kiss you then the world would see you cry. I wanna tell u that I, I just wanna hold u then I, then i’ll love you till the day I die..For..for the rest of my life.

So I stay and listen to myself. For a while, I just wanna tell u that my heart is here inside. Maybe that will help you to realize that my love for you is there and strong.

I want to tell that I, just wanna hold you and I kiss you and the world will see you cry. I want to tell that I just wanna hold you and then I’ll love you till the day i die.For the rest of my life..

nationhood....

Malaysia.....my homeland..our pride..our love..
For 50 years has been living independently, we can proudly say " Nothing can grab Malaysia's harmony". But, that excerpt does not seem so true after sequences of unpredictable incidents in Malaysia lately. Bersih rally, Hindraf, Lawyer's for human right and all. Almost every single day I turn my laptop on, and begin to open up a new tab.."Youtube". There are thousands of tales and facts broad casted in youtube. We can simply look for anything that happen worldwide recently. Unintentionally, i typed Malaysia and the server showed lottsa stories about my nation. "What the heck is going on now in Malaysia?", my heart monologued itself started questioning the peace and harmony in Malaysia. I couldn't talk much, and I definitely can do nothing since I'm just a small kid who have no position in the government. After witnessing sort of "implausible video" about Malaysia, my eyes nailed at the comments posted by an anonymous. Some say their concerns, and not forgetting those who just being fucking bustard; keep yelling shit and fuck cursing Malaysia and Malays that totally challenges my pride as a Malaysian. Rationally, I can't take it too serious because it's just the comments (worried that might trigger some racism issue) on youtube, and no one can say what they want, no matter good or fucking bad words. My heart pounded and started thinking, who's the fucking mastermind for all these rallies. It might've been done by Malaysian itself, aite? Better stop it here before I go to much. The key issue could be, all sides in the Malaysia's government, opposition parties, any troops or a bunch of heads; should have reached out one consensus in order to gratify everyone. It's undeniable that not everyone would agree with any decision made...it's a norm. I'm not blaming anyone, i'm just giving out ideas that could save our peace instead.....We can just do the best we can, but God is the only one who augments us with His blessings....We, of course, do not want to repeat what'd happened on the May 13th, 1969....Ohh,come on..stop all the hypocrisy..I wanna see the freedom of my country...not wanting the blood drops seeking for a single freedom. One country will never ever gasp its' goals whenever the freedom and peace have been displaced by violence and inequality....Myriads of fetus would transform to be an infant and later on be a small kid. Thus, lets them know the real meaning of freedom and independence and do not give them false hopes for their future....Who knows, the Second Einstein would "exist" in the next few decades.....
Wassalam....

Youth of the nation??

Certainly i don't know why am I choosing the topic. Let's get everything started here. As of now, i am now attending one informative course, Islamic conference aka MUKTAMAR for all Muslims in The United States of America. We have so many talks and advices given by the selected educated speakers; coming from Indonesia and Malaysia as well. I love being in this course because it seems to give me a big chance to deepen my knowledge in this area. Well, its not as easy as saying ABC when it comes to the religion stuffs. There are millions of aspects that still being keep locked since no strong religion fundamental to open up all those things. Unluckily, some of us come here just for fun and meet up with their old friends; which is good to be heard. But they simply take this course for granted as if they have true understanding about Islam, including me. Thus, I've started to question myself, "Why all these kids hesitate to lend their ears to hear something good?', "Who will lead the future of the nation if the present generation keep acting like this?". While staring the night sky, my mind wandered and whispered to me; youth love joy and lots of fun. Without further a due, I figured out this thing could be more enthusiastic and attractive if the committee should have planned this as organize as they can. Avoiding any mischievousness throughout the program since this could change the perception among the teens. To all dearest friends, keep in mind nothing can stop us from widening our understanding about Islam. Islam is indeed a true religion and we should be grateful had been delivered automatically as " Muslim". We cant predict when we will die, might as well we accumulate as much deeds as we could before it's too late.Think about it..