hey everyone..
in the middle of the night..
my heart keeps telling me one thing that im not pretty sure how to interpret it..
basically..its all about a friend of mine who i have just started get to know her in deep.She's n0w enjoying her holidays...with her family i guess..but that is not the thing..actually..Every single time i recall my past, i feel so upset, disappointed with myself, a big loser and all. Thus, when that moment comes, i will grab my phone and start texting her..As if i'm gonna tell her something.At the same time,i don't want her to know my past.because she might start thinking negatively about me.change her perception about me..But if i don't tell her.. i think im so in a big sin..I need someone to talk to..can't bear it on my own anymore..
tonight..i could not make it..could not reach her..my heart's crippled by our "disconnection",,
hopefully..it will not happen again..
hope she will know about it..
pe cite ni... bunyi kecewa giler.. lek2 sudey..
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