hey everyone..
in the middle of the night..
my heart keeps telling me one thing that im not pretty sure how to interpret it..
basically..its all about a friend of mine who i have just started get to know her in deep.She's n0w enjoying her holidays...with her family i guess..but that is not the thing..actually..Every single time i recall my past, i feel so upset, disappointed with myself, a big loser and all. Thus, when that moment comes, i will grab my phone and start texting her..As if i'm gonna tell her something.At the same time,i don't want her to know my past.because she might start thinking negatively about me.change her perception about me..But if i don't tell her.. i think im so in a big sin..I need someone to talk to..can't bear it on my own anymore..
tonight..i could not make it..could not reach her..my heart's crippled by our "disconnection",,
hopefully..it will not happen again..
hope she will know about it..
miss those moments..
hye everybody..
i have nothing to do right now..don't really know what to say...either im on a vacation or else?by the way, now i'm in malaysia...im home..it has been three days in malaysia..my mind keeps thinking and remembering Chambana...my second home land..We will keep thinking about things that are rarely to be reached of and something that we love most. I think, my first year in chambana have really created me for a "person". I got to know more people...and surprisingly i had "kampung" white street as well as kampung stoughton. Im missing both of them right now..cant make it to go there...cant even see it..bcoz im thousands miles away from them. Having a "kampung white"; which place where i spent most of my time during the summer 1,studying for FM exam, being nicely treated by both "mums", including the "step mum"...walking down the street at 2 am in the morning witnessing a couple made out, and much more fun that i had during last summer.All in all, thanks for those who had cherished my life, and filling up my boredom by bringing to the craving's interview, sixflags, and all..
stepmum,kampung white,kampung stoughton...ya roxx.
i have nothing to do right now..don't really know what to say...either im on a vacation or else?by the way, now i'm in malaysia...im home..it has been three days in malaysia..my mind keeps thinking and remembering Chambana...my second home land..We will keep thinking about things that are rarely to be reached of and something that we love most. I think, my first year in chambana have really created me for a "person". I got to know more people...and surprisingly i had "kampung" white street as well as kampung stoughton. Im missing both of them right now..cant make it to go there...cant even see it..bcoz im thousands miles away from them. Having a "kampung white"; which place where i spent most of my time during the summer 1,studying for FM exam, being nicely treated by both "mums", including the "step mum"...walking down the street at 2 am in the morning witnessing a couple made out, and much more fun that i had during last summer.All in all, thanks for those who had cherished my life, and filling up my boredom by bringing to the craving's interview, sixflags, and all..
stepmum,kampung white,kampung stoughton...ya roxx.
missing one generation.
hye...it's a nice-sunny sunday..and i just cramming myself out with all those numbers..
Once,i clicked on the utusan melayu to read any issues in malaysia recently. All of a sudden, my eyes nailed at this one photo that has been there for almost im not sure how long..but im pretty sure it has been more than three months. Im wondering what had happened to that girl...she's so cute..innocent..a small little girl who has just been enjoying her childhood with her beloved family and cheerful friends. But, all those thing seem had gone away after she's gone. As of now, i don't hear anything about her. So, there could be so many assumptions that popped up in mind?Is she still alive? Where is She now? Does she have the same figure,characteristics as she used to be before?
All those speculations can not be simply blown away because as long as she has not been founded, people will keep thinking all those things. And so will I. Pity her. Come on. do something to find this girl. Don't just sleep..wake up..night is over.
Help them out.Lets pray for her safety and may God bless her.
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