Birthday dude~

diriku bergembira apabila hatiku senyum dengan girangnya..
tetapi gembira tidak selalu nya berakhir dengan keceriaan dan gelak tawa yang kita harapkan..mungkin bergembira merupakan petanda awal kita akan bersedih di keesokan harinya..

aku bergembira kerana pada mula.aku berfikir bahawa mungkin aku mampu ke Indiana...
untuk menyambut hari lahir kawan karibku..ikrom.
tetapi..aku tidak dapat kerana aku ada peperiksaan pertengahan penggal..
hahaha..
dan aku bersedih..kalau hanya aku dapat pergi ke bloomington.mesti seronok:(

happy birthday dude..once youre getting older, you tend to act like a matured guy but remember.getting older means placing yourself in the challenging world ..
i wish i could be there last weekend..that's what we call opportunity cost( i gave up two things as i did not go last weekend)

believe it or not..

i just cant believe it, can i?
i cant believe it.yes.i have to..
but what can i do..
i just have to convince myself that i have to believe it.it just happened.
people may change.and before meeting someone.the way we view about something might be different. and i am not sure whether it is a good idea to draw a conclusion based on past. It is not a finance class.we are not buying portfolio.
we are bargaining something..and yeah..i failed it one more time
God wants to show me something maybe..

i have to believe it..and yeah this song tells me everything..
believe it or not..
life's getting harder~